July 17th, 2023

I sort of had a realization last night regarding my name. I've been using Lucille for a really, really long time, ever since I first hatched. However, Caitlin has really always been my first choice. I didn't wanna use the name at first though for reasons, but last night while in bed I kinda realized that like. It's just what my name really should be. Lucille was never a name I came up with myself anyway, though it wasn't imposed on me; it was a suggestion that I liked. But Caitlin is just who I am. It's my name, and what I'm gonna go by from now on.

I really didn't do anything today tbh. I worked a little bit on a map, I guess that's something. Idk, I'm probably gonna play Elden Ring or something when I finish writing this.

...and now I remember that part of the reason for that is that there was D&D earlier. Got to play with my new character a little, but it was all just downtime so I didn't get to do too much. Just roleplay as her a bit. I feel like I actually understand what kind of person she is unlike my past D&D characters. Or maybe she's just closer to me than they have been, idk.