July 19th, 2023

From an idea perspective, I feel pretty ready to do more creative work. But my focus right now is pretty bad. I kind of want to try like, temporarily getting rid of my headphones tomorrow to see if that helps me focus on something more, even if that something isn't writing. Just been watching a ton of YouTube.

I also noticed a bit of a weird bald spot on my head the other day? It's covered up naturally by how I already like to brush my hair, but it was still somewhat disconcerning. Considering that I seem to shed a lot of hair when it's dirty I just took a shower today. I think I need to shower at least every other day, and absolutely wash my hair that frequently. I don't feel that concerned about it, but I like, don't wanna lose all my hair, you know?

Also something is definitly wrong with the freezer. Not that that hasn't been the case, but there's been a leak or something for a while and some frost too. I think I need to get my parents to either get someone to look at it, or at the very least, turn it off for like a day so that it can all melt. My parents have a really bad habit of just ignoring things, and unlike me it seems to come from a place of just not caring instead of ADHD.

Update: OK, looking at it again, I'm pretty sure that the "bald spot" is just the natural like, seam or whatever that hair has on the head. But it also looks kinda weird because it splits into two at some point? Idk I still don't wanna lose all my hair and I still need to shower more frequently.