September 18th, 2023

Kind of a dumb day that's also kinda stressful for dumb reasons. Pretty much the whole morning was spent doing stuff on LinkedIn with mon, filling out my profile and stuff. A lot of it was in service of applying to a job, but I actually already applied to it around the time it was posted, and I can't take the application back. This is also after getting in touch with someone and him saying that he would be open to being an interenal reference for us. So this is a kinda big opportunity that is just dead on arrival for reasons really outside of anyone's control. And I haven't told mom yet even though I know she probably won't get mad because it just stresses me out so much. Idk it's stupid. She also wants me to go to the next job fair at my school but I honestly really don't wanna go back into the city in a suit and walk to school again and just ugh. It sucks.